Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life. Proverbs 4:23
i'm now a year older..well that happened on saturday! i had a great yet short trip to duluth! We went to omnimax to see superman returns! wow what a huge theater..even bigger than imax! we got a sweet deal on a hotel with a waterpark! and i got to finally see an opera..madame butterfly! of course we did some shopping and some yummy dining out at the olive garden and some other restaurants!and the fun continues throught the week..still getting some bday presents from ppl and going out to dinner at my fav restaurant tommorow! then sunday going to have my offical bday celebration with all my friends! i love when it's my bday..then it's all about me baby! lol! and usually for a week or so! yay !
so i did it! i took the step i've been wanting to take! i went and enrolled in school in mississauga and applied for student funding. So if it is God's will those doors will open instead of close..if i don't approved for funding then i won't be going. But if i do..I will have alot of work and planning to do! i'm a little nervous just thinking about it all..as i will be back living on my own..in a new city ..not knowing anyone! but..i did it before and it all worked out..so i think everything will b good and get easier once i get my own place..i prob won' t have one ahead of time like i have always done before..as i would like to see what i would b living in first..although i got lucky with that before..well god was looking out for me more like. So prayers would greatly be appreciated for all this!..
well now after today i'm really confused as to what God wants me to do. I had to drop off my references to human resources this morning. Then the lady was actually trying to get a hold of all of them in one day. As it turns out she is off tomorrow and the next orientation is monday so she was rushing to get me in. Well one reference no longer works there..the other was off today..she left a message with another..who happens to be my current supervisor that doesn't know i applied for other jobs..and my friend she talked to who said we volunteered together and said good things for me..and another she kept calling. So not a very successful day..arghhh..she should have not waited to the last minute to call me! She can't really expect to get a hold of all these ppl in right away in one day! so she called at the end of the day today and said my references didn't come through so i can't come on monday and she didn't know what she was gonna do..whether she was gonna get someone who could get references sooner..or offer me another position later on...i'm so confused now...cause if i don't have it then i want to hurry up..get my crap together and move to mississauga and go to school! but now i have to wait again til next week sometime! how frustrating!!! now..i just don't know what i should do..God is REALLY confusing me! everytime i think i have figured out what God wants me to do it everything changes!! Grrrr..! i just wish i knew what the heck i should do!!
so I thought I would update my job..it is going pretty good. I am getting more used to working now..it was quite an adjustment. I was however hired only temporary until september..until yesterday i got offered a permanent position that was posted. But..now today I got offered a porter position at the regional hospital..and i took it!! weird how that happened..i was gonna go and enroll in school in mississauga today too..was just waiting for the girl to call me back . Only awhile ago I was gonna orginally apply I ended up getting my job now so i didn't go and so again i was gonna leave tbay and end up getting another job..so now i'm figuring God wants me to stay here...for now i guess..so I start my new job on monday! and unfortunately i won't be able to work both jobs..i hate to have to quit after a month ..but i think and am hoping i will like this one better..and there is more opportunity there too..so better in the long run..haven't quit yet tho..gotta still go in tomorrow and give them my references..but basically i have the job from what she said..and start monday! i would like to try to work there for a bit and see if i do like it first..but hopefully i will get that chance...so it's crazy when it rains ..it pours as they say..now i got 2 jobs...only not so long ago i had none for sooo long..wow god does really provide!
As it turns out they now have found the body of guy that was missing that i mentioned in my last post. Poor family..they have now lost their 19 yr old son! Turns out he stayed with the canoe and tried to hold on to it while the other guy that made it swam to shore. Well i just had my first shift and everything went fairly well..except my back is killing me..too much bending repetitively.. hopefully that will get better or i get used to it some how. It is a good job although i do really feel like i want something that would b a "real" career..like working for westjet..my dream job for now even know i would make less money there than with this job i still think i would love working there and i would get cheap travel! Well i am worried about my back now ..about it starting to hurt all the time and then maybe i won't be able to do this job..having some thoughts about that and maybe just checking out what other jobs r available there and at the hospital..after all it does seem to be easier to get a job when u already have one.But it was very hard to even get this job since jobs r pretty scarce here. Anyways that's my thoughts for now..
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